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Loner With No Boner, Literally (You Just Have To Think About It)

Hey!!! It’s been so long! I know. You have probably been thinking (i hope) where the fuck is Daniel? That’s what i’m saying too. Why haven’t blogged in nearly three days!? I have no idea. You may think, just because Daniel got 9 likes on his last written post, he thinks he so cool so he just doesn’t blog to seem like a cool blogger. Which is lies and made it up. Though i very do appriciate it! I just been so busy. And by busy i mean doing nothing really, pretending like i’m busy. Wednesday has been a long crazy day with tons of homework and a lot of procrastination. I was going to blog yesterday (thursday) night but i couldn’t find my iPod and didn’t want to turn on my laptop. It take’s forever to turn on. But i guess you could say i have a writers block. Cause usually when i’m busy i always have that sudden urge to blog and would drop all my plans to blog. But that obviously hasn’t happened. Or i maybe i just need time for myself and really really think on what to blog. I regret not blogging everyday. You guys may be rejoicing about my ridiculous post not being published but for me, it kills me. As a writer myself, i must write everyday and i failed. But what happens happens for a reason. Maybe god didn’t want me to blog about my day the past two days so i won’t do that. But i will blog about my day today.

My love life? I feel like a player. Today i just found out a guy (the biggest most non prude gay i’ve ever met) likes me. Okay eww! I’m flattered somebody likes me (or did) but still ew! He’s so ugly. He has long hair to his shoulders and is super ugly. But looks aren’t everything. But his non-pruderity personality is. Today during school he was texting me from my friends phone pretending to be her saying Justin said he would totally tap you. I kinda had a feeling it was Justin cause he’s texted me from her phone before. And my reply was ew! And she, more like he, replied Why ew? And that’s what made it so obvious it was not my friend. She knows i find him super ugly. And my reply was Cause hes ugly. Cause it’s the truth. He thinks he could get anybody but no. He’s ugly and he better calm down on his sexual remarks. And my friend told me that he was telling everyone, omg the guy i like thinks im ugly! I want to punch a mirror. LMAO. Well good thing he got the picture that we would never be a couple. Like NEVER. But why would he like me? I don’t even talk to him. I’m not even attractive too. It’s his non-prudity personality. He’s so not prude that hes blind at my face and personality. Obvi!

Right before when i was about to leave to go to my schools play, Zayn (current lover) called me. We were just small talking and out of nowhere he asked me, “Are we dating?” “No why do you want to?” “I don’t know we’ve only went on a date once.” Yeah but we have texted everyday, talked and facetime everyday so. “You can think about it if you want.” Gosh i’m such an idiot! I could of said, well theres no rush. He probably thinks im TOO into him. And then Zayn says, “Do you like me? Do you like me a little or a lot?” “Alot!” “Awe really?” “Yes really. Ive been wanting to tell you all week long but i didn’t know how to tell you.” Which is the truth. I’m starting to fall in love for him and that’s scary. All this week ive been thinking if i should text him or just call him or just text him straight out. I was confused. Good thing he asked me! And i had to end the call so that i could leave to the play. I wonder if he likes me back. I asked him through text but he didn’t respond. I think he does. After all he did ask me. When he called he was with his friend. So maybe they were talking about me and decided to call me to find out the truth. His friend was telling him that i was cute looking so maybe he was thinking, she’s right hes cute too! I think i like him too. But who knows. Now that i’m thinking about it, more like writing about it, i conclude with a theory that he does indeed like me. (Me trying to sound nerdy, i suck.) He did afterall ask me if were dating or not and said i don’t know. He’s moving schools next semester though. He told me that he doesn’t want to rush anything cause he is transfering next semester and doesn’t want anything to happen there. But what the heck does that mean? That he’s hoping to find someone better at his new school. And if he does that he will leave me for him. He doesn’t even exist yet and i already hate him. I can’t blame zayn anyway, we don’t see each other everyday so. But i doubt he meant it in that way. I just don’t want to get my feelings hurt too bad in the end.

So i was going to a play at my school, tonight. ALONE! Yep alone. I was going to go with my friend but she couldn’t go and i already bought my ticket so i just went in hope to find someone i know there. But there wasn’t. It was so embarrassing being at a play alone. Especially at school where people know you and think, wow what a loser being alone. I saw a couple people i knew. I just hate the fact that they probably thought, Daniel came alone!? I guess he has no friends. Actually i do bitch. If you only knew the story you would probably shut up. Other than the fact that i was alone the play was funny but the actors sucked. The play was Play On. A play within a play. It was good but the actors could of done better. There were some parts when people were laughing and i didn’t hear what the actor said, or that the audience was laughing and i didn’t understand the joke or that the audience was laughing and i didn’t find it funny. But mostly i didn’t find it funny. Like this one actor. He was being mean but he was trying to be funny mean in which i didn’t find it funny. But it was a good play. When the first act was over Justin, guy who was texting me; calling him ugly, was right behind me and said hi and i said hi back and said i read the text! And i just ignored him like i didn’t hear him. I don’t want to talk to him. Not yet. Plus he was with his grandma so. There was also this weird guy in the audience who was making this very weird noises. He either sounded like he was moaning, chocking or if he was about to throw up. I was actually scared a huge throw up was coming my way but i guess not. Maybe he was just that way. His noises really did distract me during the play. Like shut up! Go sit in the back where i can’t hear you.

As i was exiting the theater, when it was over, i walked pass Angie, an old friend who came alone too. Now great! If i only saw her i probably wouldn’t be alone during the play. Oh well. Things happen for a reason right? No Daniel they don’t. They just happen to either make you have a horrible day or to have something for you to blog about! But since you’ve written this it’s to give you something to blog about.

One thought on “Loner With No Boner, Literally (You Just Have To Think About It)

  1. Pingback: Lonely Problems « Daniel In Wonderland

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